Painting the cabinets that is! It really isn't that hard to do, it just takes a lot of patience. I need more work space to let things dry. What should have only taken a weekend to do, is looking like it will take me 2 more days. However, the kitchen will look a lot nicer once it is complete. Pictures to come soon!
As far as school, I'm chugging along. I don't feel like I have done as well this mod as I did last mod. I still have an A average, but this mod is a lot harder. I mean, you are expecting us to memorize (know) the tools (and there are a lot) and then take a test within a couple of days. It is almost to the point of insanity. I'll be glad when all this is finished. I can't wait for my exterships. 4 more months till that happens.
Emily is doing well. She's talking a lot more, which is making me happy. I refuse to label her at this point. She's only 2. As far as Brian and I go, I'm not so sure. He mentioned the D-word the other day, and I'm just tired of fighting. If he mentions that word after I finish school, I'll file the damn papers myself. I'm tired of being manipulated. Honestly, I know this sounds bad, but when he mentioned it, the first thing that came to my mind wasn't the fact that I'd miss him. The two things that I wondered about were: 1) How am I supposed to support myself without him and 2) I will die if he gets custody of Emily. Like I said, I'm just tired of all his bullsh!t.
I guess we'll just see what happens. I can tell you one thing that I'm certain of - I will do anything to protect my daughter.
